Mini versus Cadi
When Chris went off to Ethiopia we both new that some sort of change would develop because of it. To be honest I was scared of what that change might bring about, what it would look like and what I would have to change to follow Christ's will for my life.
And I think that's just the THING... God wants me, He wants me to lay it down and let Him role the dice and make the plans. I know now that the first step to being "IN" God's will is to trust His WILL. His Will Power. So that sounds kinda easy... Not! Good grief, I've come to find out that I rarely put my confidence in His will, instead I try to
make sure I know what I'm getting myself into before I say, "ok, yes God, I will follow "that" plan". HA, Ya God's got humor. I love it though
because in the end He always knows what's best, no matter how ridiculous it seems at the time. So Chris and I have been struggling with what does God want for, our Lives, our Family, our Relationships, our Home, and even our Vehicles. So this is where the Mini versus the Cadi comes in. So of course after praying about it, we came to the heart felt conclusion that it would honor God to sell our Cadillac Escalade, and search for something with more seats to accommodate opportunities to serve. Along with more seats we also
had a laundry list of other must haves:
Low Miles
Excellent Miles per Gallon
Sun Roof
Leather
Tow Hitch
Comfortable Seats
We started looking at the cross overs... Buick Enclave,
MY FAV!
Gorgeous/ Expensive and a little on the gas hog side of things.
Oh wait!
Did I mention that our Cadi Sold QUICK
and that same day our Nissan Maxima's transmission died?
Yep, God had something up His sleeve, it's called fully surrendering my will for His, fully knowing that His will is perfect. But it was so much harder than just knowing that His will is perfect. I had to struggle with my own selfish desires before handing it over to the God of the universe. lol, funny how some of the little things in life are a huge break through! I know I struggle with this exact concept daily in a million different areas, well God wants that to change and this is how he got it started. Since I was younger I swore up and down I wouldn't be caught dead in a Mini Van or a Station Wagon... no offense mom and dad. :) Being pretty practical in some areas I couldn't skate around the truth! Mini Vans Make Since, the END! Well I still struggled with that fuddy duddy feeling every time I drove one. So this is what God did for Chris and I, He had some fool create a Mini Mini Van,
JUST FOR US, can you believe it! If ya'll know Chris you know he's huge on numbers and so he'd been researching obsessively for the "perfect" combination of all the things we needed in a vehicle and all the things we knew God wanted for our fam. God know's our hearts and our minds, and He wants to bless us in our efforts to follow him. What a Blessing to know how much he cares about the little things. LOL so when I saw the Mazda 5 for the first time I couldn't help but laugh my head off. It was everything we had been searching for on our own accord just mini. God knows best and so the laughing started to fade into the realization that God will provide, with humor of course. Not my kind of humor I might add, but none the less a little funny! I'm so Thankful and in awe that God has allowed us to have
two vehicles for the price of our Cadi. The struggle to let go and let God was more challenging than I had anticipated, but I made it through.
Now for the next challenge, in the pursuit of following God's will,
He always wants to improve us and bring us closer to him.
4 comments:
Fully surrendering is a hard lesson to learn! I think I have it down, only to realize the next day that I'll never get it perfectly.
I love it, I think God just likes to blow our minds sometimes. When we first moved to Corning we made a list of six things that we wanted to have in the next three to five years. We kept looking at the numbers thinking we would never be able to do it. That was in Febuary as of today we have four of the six. God just blew us away with his blessings.
definitely a hard lesson to learn.
i love my mini van...it's much older than yours, but love love love the room in it.
I think it's SO amazing How many opportunities God gives me every day to give it over to him. It's endless. lol, I like knowing He's working so hard to bring me closer to him. I'm glad he never gives up!
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